daydreamer

I still think about him from time to time

The more I think, the more I ask, the more I search
The more I wonder, why am I in this relationship??

For him to be by my side, would that be the same as him being by my side

Maybe I’m just scared of falling to hard

I forgot how much I hated when my boyfriend came over slept. He moves way to much and I never end up getting enough sleep….

Putting a smile on my face because pushing away just makes things worse

I hate the relationship I’m in, but I’m scared of breaking up with him

I know you don’t trust me but that’s ok, that’s what love is….right?